I saw and wanted brotherhood. That's available to me.
I saw and wanted a deeper friendship than any other seen before, where the bounds of what is done and what is felt goes deeper than ever before. That is available to me.
I saw and wanted tangible, physical expressions of love and sacrifice. That has been shown to me.
I saw something I couldn't understand and wanted it more than I ever wanted anything. That is what's in front of me.
I saw acts of unspeakable goodness and courage and discipline, things I wanted to do but realized I could never achieve by myself. That is in front of me.
I saw people I wanted to be respected by, loved by and more than that, I wanted to be like them. That is who is in front of me.
I want to be liked, respected, loved and held most dear to them who I respect and love most. I have that.